Living By Faith

Weekend Fun!

2007-06-10T16:46:00.000+01:00

We enjoyed the beautiful weather at the park.

To Be Accepted

2007-06-05T20:26:00.000+01:00

I have been reading the story of Cain and Abel in Genesis 4. Cain and Abel offered sacrifices to God. The Lord looked with favour on Abel and his sacrifice while, Cain became very angry, and his face was downcast when God did not look with favour on him and his offering.

While reading this story what really struck me was what the Lord said to Cain.

"Then the LORD said to Cain, "Why are you angry? Why is your face downcast? If you do what is right, will you not be accepted? But if you do not do what is right, sin is crouching at your door; it desires to have you, but you must master it."
Genesis 4:6-7 (NIV)

Firstly, the Lord came to Cain and spoke to him. He saw that Cain was angry and that his face was downcast and wanted to help Cain to realise all he had to do was to do what is right then he too would be accepted. Cain must have known what was wrong with either himself or the sacrifice, it might have been both. God said he could put this right.

Whatever we might or might not have done, we are always able to put it right.

Secondly, the Lord gave him a warning, "if you do not do what is right then sin is crouching at your door, it desires to have you."

It is when we start doing the thing that is not necessarily wrong in itself, but that it is not the right thing, that we find we start to wonder towards sinning. If we concentrate on doing what is right then we are less likely to sin.

Thirdly, the Lord gave him an instruction, "you must master it" How often are we ruled by our emotions. My daughter is a very emotional girl and cries passionately very easily. I am constantly trying to encourage her to control her emotions and that it's Ok to be upset but how we express that can be wrong.

In your anger do not sin; when you are on your beds, search your hearts and
be silent. Psalm 4:4 (NIV)
"In your anger do not sin": Do not let the sun go
down while you are still angry, Ephesians 4:26 (NIV)

This story of Cain and Abel is a very good example to us of how we should examine ourselves. For example, how do we handle correction? Especially if it is pointing out our mistakes or our failiures. Do we allow it to change us and shape us. Or do we allow it to upset us, anger us, or do we put up our walls of insecurity.

Correction and wisdom come in all shapes and sizes. From those that are obviously older and wiser down to the very young and immature. While interacting with my children I sometimes see areas in my life that need correcting. What's important is that we are quick to make right that which is wrong. And that we master, take control so not to allow ourselves to be entangled by sin. Then our lives will be pleasing and acceptable to our heavenly Father.

In America

2007-06-02T20:36:00.000+01:00

It has been about a week now since we arrived back in the UK. I'm experiencing what it's like to suffer from jet lag, which is very new to me. Richard and I went out to Grand Rapids, Michigan. We spent the week ministering to the church. It was a great time. Andrew and Angela Hughes were fantastic hosts.

I had opportunity to speak to the women a couple of times. I was really blessed because I believe God really used me. It was such a step of faith for me to preach, it was a time of being stretched. When opportunities like this come our way, as long as we believe God is a part of bringing them our way we should grab them and make that step.

While we were out there we were able to spend an evening with a lovely family who lived by a lake. They took us out on their speed boat. It was brilliant. After which Richard went out on the lake on a tube which was pulled by the boat. Richard did so well holding on, while being tossed about. It was one of the funniest things I've seen in a long tme. Richard really enjoyed it. While I was watching I wished I'd come prepared to have a go. It looked great fun. Well maybe next time!

mummy says...

2007-05-31T15:55:00.000+01:00

I was busy when my daughter came to me crying that her brother had done something to upset her. Being busy and not wanting to deal with it in person, it was enough to say to Josie, "tell Luke Mummy says stop or you'll be in big trouble!" Josie ran off to deliver this message happy that I meant business. This was enough to calm the situation. It would not have had the same effect if Josie went back and simply said "stop it", because Luke would have probably carried on. But because I told Josie to use my name it carried some weight. I did not have to be there in person and say it. Luke understood the words as if I was saying them, even though they were coming out of Josie's mouth.

This helped me to understand that the authority we carry in this world is the same as that of Christ Jesus.

Don’t you believe that I am in the Father, and that the
Father is in me? The words I say to you are not just my own. Rather, it is the
Father, living in me, who is doing his work. Believe me when I say that I
am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of
the miracles themselves. I tell you the truth, anyone who has faith in me will
do what I have been doing. He will do even greater things than these, because I
am going to the Father. And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that
the Son may bring glory to the Father. You may ask me for anything in my
name, and I will do it.

John 14:10-14 (NIV)

Jesus said that we can do even greater things than what He did just by having faith in him. We need to know what the Father is saying. I don’t feel I fully understand the power of God displayed through Jesus, but having a relationship with my heavenly Father means I can heal the sick and, yes, perform miracles! All the things I read Jesus did and is still doing.

Our close intimate relationship with God is one whereby we know what he would do. Therefore when we speak into a situation we can expect the same result as if it was Christ himself speaking into that situation. Because it is!

We're In America

2007-05-19T22:43:00.001+01:00

Richard and I arrived in Grand Rapids, Michigan yesterday. We will both be ministering in the church here (http://www.newlifegr.com). We will be back at the end of next week. I hope to be blogging and fill you in when I get back.

What a Lovely Day

2007-05-14T22:05:00.000+01:00

While it was raining everywhere in Britain so it seems, we had a glorious day by Lake Windemere in the Lake District. We went to a wedding on Saturday. It was great to meet old friends and make some new ones.

One thing I really love about weddings is how it reminds me of the importance of my own relationship with my husband. Richard and I don't usually take our children to weddings. So it ends up being a great time just the two of us, where we both can get dressed up and enjoy being with each other and having a lovely meal. We were on a table with some great people which only added to the fun.

I really cherish moments like these with my husband. With the busyness of life and looking after the children, making time for each other enables us when we are all together to have a life that is exciting and full of adventure.

Come To My House

2007-05-10T15:56:00.000+01:00

Because I was expecting some people to come to my house last night, I spent the day shopping for food, tidying the house, preparing food and making sure the kids were ok in the meantime. It was such a hectic day, but the end result was a great time of fellowship with the fantastic group of people, you can see above.

I love having people round at my house. I love it when we eat together. I would love to do it more than just once or twice a week. But anything more than that is such a challenge. Why is this such a challenge. Is it because we like our own space more, or we get tired or is it that we like to make sure we get our own family time. When we read in Acts 2 how the people were devoted to one another and met daily, it is so different to how we live today.

Some people are so gifted at being hospitable. These are the kind of people you can drop in on at anytime and know that you will be made welcome whatever. It may mean that you might have to muck in with whatever is happening within the family, help do some cleaning or help with the children, but you know they are genuinely pleased you came. You are able to make yourself at home because you are allowed to be part of the family.

This is what I want for my family and home; to enjoy fellowshipping with people while living out my life. Last night was great but it took a lot of preparation. But I know that if I am going to live my life the way it talks about in Acts (how the early church were devoted to one another) I need to not worry about always being organised, or making sure my house is absolutely spotless. I need to allow the Holy Spirit to prompt people to come to have a time of fellowship. Be prepared though, you may have to do the washing up!

Hanging Basket

2007-05-07T22:04:00.000+01:00

Well I wish my hanging basket looked like that one you see on the right! I was sat looking at my hanging basket in my garden thinking how pathetic it looks. I started remembering baskets I'd seen in other places and how wonderful and flourishing they looked. I wondered why mine looked so bad. It did not look that bad when I first bought it. Then I remembered back to when I did buy it. I specifically asked for an easy maintenance one, preferably one that lasts all year round.

Sometimes our lives can look a little brown round the edges. Or we can feel a little tired and need some of the old stuff pulled out. I have not really maintained my hanging basket the way the shop attendant suggested. When I went to pick it up I remember her saying to me you will need to pull out this and that, pointing to some flowers. Bring it in to me and I’ll put in some new ones for you. I just wanted a nice looking maintenance free basket. I hung it up, and apart from the occasional water in dry weather, that’s all it got.

When we spend time with God it can sometimes be what is the least amount I can get away with. We only get out of it what we put in. The beautiful hanging baskets I see in other places has probably had quite a lot of time and effort spent on them.

We can often look at other peoples lives and see how great they have become, or how in tune with the Spirit they are. We have no doubt in our minds that they will have spent many intimate moments with God. Maybe we need to look at the amount of time we spend in the presence of God. Maybe it is enough by the grace of God to keep things looking green all year round, and still growing a little, but is it enough to make us flourish and become outstanding in the Kingdom of God.

with the top of your voice sing a new song

2007-05-04T14:43:00.000+01:00

When we go on any kind of journey in the car at some point we all have to sit quietly and listen to our daughter sing a song. The song is generally one she is making up on the spot there and then. If any one dares to speak or sing a long to her catchy tune then we get into trouble. She likes us to listen to her and not to interupt her. Josie loves to sing at the top of her voice. Her made up songs are generally about Jesus. Although she sings about pretty much anything. She has a lovely sweet voice but her songs don't always make sense. Sometimes we have to give her a time limit, because she can make up a song that will last for quite a long time!

It's not that difficult to sing a new song to the Lord. It's great to do it. I would encourage anyone when they get into the presence of God to have a go at singing at the top of your voice a made up song to the Lord. A song that speaks from the heart.

I Know that when Josie is singing at the top of her voice it allows her to express herself and she enjoys herself. It is fun to her. To everyone else in the car it can sometimes (not all the time) be an endurance test! When I sing a new song in the presence of God or going about my business in the home I feel like my spirit is rising. There is a praise that is rising like a sweet aroma to the Lord. I have not got the most gifted voice. But when I lift my voice to the Lord, and I'm singing from the heart it does not matter what I sound like, I know I'm touching God.

A new song to the Lord

I wait patiently for you O Lord

I wait patiently for you.

I desire to hear you Lord

I desire to know your voice.

Help me to be sensitive to your Spirit

Help me be attentive to your voice

You are my Lord

You are my Salvation

You are my Joy

You are my Peace O Lord my God

Creator of heaven and earth.

My King and my God

You have created all that is good.

You deserve all our praise and worship.

You deserve nothing less than our whole lives.

Magnificent God,

that you would choose to have me as your child.

Your grace is so amazing

You are so amazing.

by sja

We Are Family

2007-04-25T13:30:00.000+01:00

We are going through a whole new way of church meeting in the homes. It is very exciting doing something new and different to anything ever done before. It will be a great time to be family together. Its about being a people that are together whose lives are intermingled with oneanother. A complete sharing of our lives with one another.

This is a challenge in it self. The culture we live in today is all about fiting everything in around our busy schedule. If it does not fit then it can't be done. We need to change our mindset that if it does not fit then we need to change our busy lifestyle. Our lifstyle has to fit in with our church family not our church family fit in with our busy lifestyle. Easier said than done, but I'm up for the challenge!

There will be times that we will have to decide to look to the interest of others. This will mean sacrificing time, energy, money and material possesions. Especially if we are going to meet the needs of others. Hebrews 13 verse 16 (niv)says:-

"And do not forget to do good and to share with others, for with such sacrifices God is pleased."

We can often strive to do good in the hope to please God. The Bible here makes it easy for us to know how to please God. It is as simple as sharing. Lets face it we all have something we can share. If I think about what I have to share too much, I can struggle and find it hard to give it up. I don't mean to be selfish, but we have been brought us in a society that says to meet our own needs first then to look to others that may have a need. But if I hold onto everything lightly and do not allow myself to think selfishly of what I will miss out on, instead say to God you can have whatever I have it's yours. Then sharing becomes a lot easier. Sometimes sharing is a sacrifice other wise it would not say it in the word, we are blessed when we hold onto that which we have to share lightly.

Sharing does not even mean let others have whats left over after I've had what I want or need. Its great when we are blessed enough to do this because we have more than we need and can give the rest. It can also mean sharing so that I have less. the other day I made my self some soup. The kids had had their dinner, and I was having mine a little later. Josie my daughter saw how delicious it looked and continued to pick up my bread and started dipping it into my soup. Before I knew it she was sharing my soup with me. I didn't mind because I love her, she's my daughter, part of my family. I could have quite easily said this is my dinner, leave it alone. I enjoyed sharing it with her, but there was a cost. I got less than I prepared for my self, less than I thought I needed.

I want my church family to be my family. Not just something I say, but something I live for.

We Are His Children

2007-04-22T19:45:00.001+01:00

When I consider your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars, which you have set in place,
what is man that you are mindful of him, the son of man that you care for him?
You made him a little lower than the heavenly beings and crowned him with glory and honour.
You made him ruler over the works of your hands; you put everything under his feet: all flocks and herds, and the beasts of the field, the birds of the air, and the fish of the sea, all that swim the paths of the seas.
O LORD, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth!(Psalm 8:3-9 niv)

How amazing is our God. How great is our God. We are his children., He is our father.

Easter Holiday

2007-04-19T14:24:00.000+01:00

Created for Purpose

2007-04-04T15:14:00.000+01:00

Josie loves making things. Now it is the Easter holidays I'm constantly kept busy helping her with making things. From making crowns and wands to cakes. Cutting and glueing, drawing and painting, it will all be done and more besides before the holiday has ended. Josie always has a purpose in mind for her creations. She get so much enjoyment with the finished product. At the sound of her daddy walking through the door, Josie will run with excitement to show him todays creation.

I enjoy seeing her creations. I enjoy being a part of creating them. There is something in all of us that loves to create something. When we create that something how great it feels when that something is really usefull, or someone else gets pleasure from it. It could be a really artistic painting or a delicious cake or an instrament to be played.

And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Romans 8 v 28 NIV

I know God created us for a purpose. When I think of the pleasure we get from our own creations I know God takes great delight is us when we are fulfilling the purpose for which we were created for.

God loves you and created you for his purpose, even when we get our selves into sticky and messy situations, He is there and will clean us up and will enable us to get back on track. When my youngest gets himself into a mess with a chocolate biscuit, and wants to give me a hug and a kiss. I love him so much, but I'm not going to want to get too close to him in this state and keep him at arms length until I've cleaned him up. Once he's had his wash I'll let him come close again.

Our heavenly father wants to get close to us and use us for his purpose, but he wants us to allow him to clean us up and get right with him.

None of us were an accident. We were created by our living and amazing father. We have a purpose. God would not create something that is useless. If you believe that then you believe that you have a purpose. Whatever situation you find yourself in, if you love God then God works for your good. He will fill you with his Holy Spirit so that you can fulfill your purpose, for which you were created for.

My Little Cuties

2007-03-26T14:27:00.000+01:00

Consider What God Has Done

2007-03-26T13:50:00.000+01:00

It is so important to consider what God has done, for us and in us. To be content with all that we have and all that he has given us. There is probably a resounding Amen when I say that God is good and faithful.

In life we can find ourselves sometimes distracted with our situations and circumstances. Thinking about how we look, and how our behaviour is percieved by others. When we come into the presence of God, it can sometimes be an effort to take our focus off our selves and onto the things of God. I have to really guard my mind in times of worship and prayer. I almost have a little routine of saying to myself, this time is not about me but about my wonderful creator. I then make sure that the things I'm considering in the presence of God is God and what He has done for me. I have such powerful times with God when I only allow myself to think about His goodness and beauty and majesty. There is nothing in creation more beautiful and powerful than Him.

Dwell in His presence and consider what God has done and is doing for us and know that everything else will fade into insignificance compared to him.

Appreciating Our Mothers

2007-03-21T20:27:00.000Z

My youngest and I visited a play group last week. One of the activities that take place is a craft activity. This week they were making 'mothers day' cards. Most of the children are too young to really understand what they are doing. The most fun is the part where the children discover that it's ok to get messy with sticking and painting. The children are normally left to see what creation they can possibly make with pots of glue, glitter and sometimes clay. It was different last week. I noticed a lot of the mums sitting down with their child helping them to do their mothers day card! A lot of the children got bored with this craft activity and left their mums finishing their creation while they went off to play. The tables were filled with artistic mums making probably their own mothers day card!

Being a mother is one of those jobs that can often go un-noticed. We all love our mums, but I wonder how many of us really appreciate what they do, or have done over the years. Sometimes it is difficult to really appreciate something until we understand what amount of effort and love went into it. If we don't understand this, that act of kindness and love can be taken for granted.

I have always been close with my mum, but when I had my children I actually realised what it meant to me a mother. I believe this brought me closer to my mum. I have grown to appreciate all that she has done and all that she does. When our children are young we don't expect our children to show us apreciation all the time, but we do know that one day when they have gone through what we mums go through and becoming parents themselves, there will be a joining and a fresh appreciation. When I think about what I do for my children I don't expect anything in return. I do what I do because that's who I am. Whether my children understand what I do for them or not I will continue to do my best and lavish as much love as I possibly can upon them...

Thanks mum, for I know you do the same for me

Where You Go I Will Follow

2007-03-12T13:05:00.000Z

About a month ago we had a weekend of marriage teaching and ministry with a lot of the married and some engaged couples from our church family. It was a fantastic time. We started off with a romantic meal for two followed by some teaching. Many of the couples that came to this event benefited from the fantastic teaching, with opportunity to to talk intimately with our partners.

I shared on the topic of submitting to my husband. I only spoke for about ten minutes as part of some teaching on 'Working as a team within marriage'. Since that time I have heard much feedback on how this simple teaching had a part to play in impacting some peoples lives and marriages and that it has helped to unlocked some doors for some couples. The whole weekend was fantastic but I would like to share some of what I said:-

I am able to submit to my husband Richard because I trust him. My trust is confidently placed in Richard because I know he wants me to succeed, I know he loves me, I know he wants the best for me, I know I'm important and I know he needs my help. Not only do I know all these things but Richard makes me feel all of those things. It is not always enough to know it but to feel it is important too.

Richard has learned in our marriage that if he wants to take us in a certain direction as a family, I need to feel like he's considered me and my feelings. We talk about these decision and discuss how this makes me feel and how it affects me and the family. It is important to Richard what I think.

Whenever we go through this process of talking and discussing the trust and confidence in Richard gets stronger. When there are times when I don't see it, I can submit to the decision because I know I have been considered and my opinion is important.

Early on in our marriage there was a time when I struggled with some direction that came from Richard. We hadn't talked about it, I felt like it was just the way things were going to be and that was that. Being the 'good christian wife!' I thought I submitted to this direction, but in fact whenever the topic came up, all I felt was hurt, misunderstood and I did not want to talk about it. After some short time Richard realised that I was not happy with the decision. As far as he was concerned up until that point I agreed with him. I realised I hadn't really submitted to Richard I was just going along with what he wanted. After we had spent some time talking and praying we still came to the same conclusion, but I felt understood, and that what I wanted was important, I was then able to submit fully to this direction.

Submission is not about going along with it, it's about saying I trust you and even though I don't see it I want to go where you go. The process we go through to get to this point is very important.

Christmas Cheer!

2006-12-12T21:00:00.000Z

I have just watched Luke's Christmas school play,

which was very cute!

Today I have been reading Colossians. It's a great book and can easily be read in one sitting. I encourage anyone to do this and I'm most certain you will be blessed.

Therefore, as God’s chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience.......

(Colossians 3v12 NIV)

I Like To Boast!

2006-11-30T14:05:00.000Z

I will extol the LORD at all times; his praise will always be on my lips. My soul will boast in the LORD; let the afflicted hear and rejoice. Glorify the LORD with me: let us exalt his name together.
(Psalm 34:1-3)

I do not trust in my bow, my sword does not bring me victory; but you give us victory over our enemies, you put our adversaries to shame. In God we make our boast all day long, and we will praise your name for ever. Selah
(Psalm 44:6-8)

It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God—that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. Therefore, as it is written: "Let him who boasts boast in the Lord."
(1 Corinthians 1:30-31)

This is what the LORD says: Let not the wise man boast of his wisdom or the strong man boast of his strength or the rich man boast of his riches, but let him who boasts boast about this: that he understands and knows me, that I am the LORD, who exercises kindness, justice and righteousness on earth, for in these I delight," declares the LORD.
(Jerimiah 9:23-24)

What Should I Do?

2006-11-23T13:16:00.000Z

Have you ever ventured off far down a path only to realise, 'I think I chose the wrong path'. Along the way I made some difficult choices, spent a lot of time, money and effort getting this far. I've even made some sacrifices with my friendships, or family. If I was to turn back now it all would have been for nothing. I would loose face.

I have been reading in the Bible about Amaziah the King of Judah in 2 Chronicles 25: 1-10. He hired men from Isreal to be a part of his army. God told him not to use these men. Amaziah was concerned with the money he had paid to the men from Isreal for their services. God said that he can give Amaziah much more than that. Amaziah was right to dismiss those troops because if he hadn't he could have been overthrown in battle and lost so much more. I'm sure he got a bad reputaion as a result. The men he dismissed were pretty angry.

I find I can get swept along with some decisions that seem right at the time then expect God to bless them, or wonder why things are not going according to my plan. When we have gone down this path that takes us out of the purposes of God, it is best to take a U turn and get back to where God wants us. We may feel like a failiure or that we will make more losses in the process. God is so good that when we are obedient to him he blesses us. It takes so much more faith to trust God with our loss, and our embarrasment of changing our minds, than to just continue aimlessly hoping God will bless what we do. It takes so much more courage to say I was wrong to go this way then turn to do what God wants. This may even mean backtracking a little or lot to get back.

It is better to not look too great in everyone elses eyes and know you've obeyed and done what God wants. I know I don't want to be a big achiever in the world and in the eyes of men if as a result I achieve nothing for God.

Give Us A Cheerful Look!

2006-11-15T11:43:00.000Z

A Cheerful look brings joy to the heart (proverbs 15:30NIV)

What kind of look do we have. What are our faces giving off to people around us and the people we meet or just pass by in the workplace or on the streets. When we walk into a room is there a lightness that follows and rests in that place?

How powerful a look can be. Those of us that struggle to witness by speaking out. Those of us that struggle to bring life with the words of God because of a lack of confidence. We can bring such joy to those around us just by the cheerful look we can easily give.

What side of bed did we get up on this morning. What kind of day are we having. Are we saying it is the wrong time of the month! Look in the mirror. Is our face saying that everything is not ok. It is good to Practice in the mirror at looking cheerful and I guarantee joy will come!

It is true whether it is to ourselves or to others around us how we look in our expressions will spread to our heart and to those who see it! So go on give us a cheerful look!

Nourishing Word of God

2006-11-13T12:40:00.000Z

I have spent the morning baking cakes for my son and flapjacks for my daughter. I tend to have a taste here and there to check how they are going! This always ruins my appitite for a good meal. So now it's lunch time and I don't feel like I can eat anything, so I put the kettle on and have a cup of tea!

When my children get home from school, I make sure they don't even look at their goodies until they have a proper meal inside them. It's great when they are hungry, because I can feed them apples and raw vegetables with out much argument.

Delving into the word of God is like having a really healthy and satisfying meal. I can let my life get caught up with the business of life and fill my time with rubbish so that I don't always feel like or have the time to delve into the Bible or sitting in the presence of God. It is only when I have spent time reading and listening to his word do I feel like I've had a great meal. The more of God's Word and his Spirit I get, I become stronger and a healthier Christian. just like I plan life around preparing and having decent meals I must plan everything else I do around the times I spend nourishing myself on the word. Missing these time can result in not living in the fulness of the power of the Holy Spirit.

Wisdom & Understanding

2006-11-10T12:07:00.000Z

Reading proverbs in the Bible and still thinking about yesterdays post it is clear that to find wisdom and understanding is the will of God for our lives. We can accomplish so much of God's will if we have the wisdom and understanding which is from him. We must find it by searching for it and give everything we have to attain it.

"and if you call out for insight and cry aloud for understanding, and if you look for it as for silver and search for it as for hidden treasure, then you will understand the fear of the LORD and find the knowledge of God. For the LORD gives wisdom, and from his mouth come knowledge and understanding." (Proverbs 2:3-6 NIV)

What more could we desire than the wisdom and understanding that God want's to give us.

"What the wicked dreads will overtake him; what the righteous desire will be granted." (Proverbs 10:24 NIV)

I desire God's wisdom and understanding. I want to accomplish all that He has have for me to do.

So That I May Lead

2006-11-09T13:20:00.000Z

"give me wisdom and knowledge that I may lead this people, for who is able to govern this great people of yours?" King Solomon, 2 Chronicles 1:10 (NIV).

Solomon could have asked God for anything. He knew God had given him a great resposibility to lead his people. We all have reponsibilities that are given to us. We may feel they are God given or that they were thrust upon us. However we find ourselves it is so important that our attitudes are right towards all that we have been given to do.

I have been thinking about the responibilities I have and how God would like to use me in those reposibilities.

I feel like I work hard looking after my husband and children and our home. I know this is the task God has given me. I don't belive it happened my accident. I believe God gave me my particular husband and my particular children, and requires me to do his will in those areas of my life. If I am to achieve what God wants me to, I need to know what it is God would have me do.

How easy it would be to dream of something different. Especially when things get difficult. To look around and see greener grass in everyone elses lives. I know that seeking first the Kingdom of God and his righteousness, then all these things will be given to me as well (Mtt6:3).

God said to Solomon "Since this is your heart's desire and you have not asked for wealth, riches or honour, nor for a long life but for wisdom and knowledge to govern my people over whom I have made you king, therefore wisdom and knowlege will be given you.

And I will also give you wealth, riches and honour, such as no king who was before you ever had and none after you will have." 2 Chronicles 1:11

When we come into the presence of God. We need to look at what we desire, what are our own motives. Is it in line with God's plan and pruposes for his Kingdom. Are we asking God for the right things. When we come to God what do we pray. Looking at the things we pray for is always a good test to see where we are with God. God is interested in us and wants to give us good thing, but are we praying for me me me, or are we praying his Kingdom come and Will be done.

My prayer is that God will give me the wisdom and knowledge so that I can do my part in leading my family into the purposes of God.

Putting a Stamp on Christmas

2006-11-07T11:25:00.000Z

The new stamp has reminded me that Christmas is drawing close. It pictures what Christmas is about to a lot of people. The Church of England have challenged the move towards festive stamps without a Christian theme. Even though some may know it has something to do with Jesus, I see it is up to us Spirit filled Christians who know Jesus personally to make sure our gift to people around us is to know the love of Christ for themselves. This could be with the way we treat them, being kind and generous to them, praying that God will show himself to them. I think it is so much more important that our lives have that stamp of Christ wherever we go. It will be our lives that will impact people and not what stamp we stick onto a Christmas card.

I think this would make a great stamp!

Football Crazy!

2006-11-06T10:18:00.000Z

Our son has gone football crazy. He loves it so much he recently had a football birthday party. I do like to encourage him to play as it is a great way for him to excercise and have fun at the same time. Although I worry sometimes when I I hear some football news and there is so much hatred and dispute going on amongst different teams, and supporters. I was shocked to hear this morning the news about how an Everton supporter threw a coin and hit Fulham's Claus Jensen during Saturdays match. I wonder how someone can feel such dislike for a sportsman they've probably never met.

It is such a great shame that people take such a sport so personally that they feel thay have to get so agressive in the name of supporting their team.

I don't really enjoy watching football that much, but I do enjoy watching my son enjoy himself. I hope that he grows up to enjoy football for what it's meant to be; a game!

Child Booster Car Seat

2006-09-18T20:19:00.000+01:00

Parents are now faced with the new law that is enforced as of today to put children on a booster seat. I must admit that I have been very relaxed about using the booster seats up until today. Even though my children are probably safer in them. It wasn't until it was the law that I made sure they sat in them.

I find it rather interesting that even before it was compulsory I would think that I probably should have made them sit in the seats, but it was easier and quicker to just jump into the car and say "belts on", have a quick look round to check they're on properly then get off to wherever we were going. Now I am going to have to allow more time and effort to make sure my children are sat securely on their seats.

I spoke to the kids about this new law, and they found it all rather exciting getting into their old car seats this morning. It was as if it was a new adventure or something.

It reminded me of when we read the bible, we can quite often see that God would have us live a certain way. We may even think that it is a good idea and perhaps God knows what he's talking about. But it's not until we have a personal revelation from God by his Holy Spirit that we feel excited and want to do all that he requires of us. It may take a little more effort to comply especially when at times it mean going against what feels natural.

It is often a challenge to live the way God would have us live, but when we are filled with the Holy Spirit the challenge becomes a joy. We must constantly be filled with the Holy Spirit so that we can constantly live a safe, secure and fulfilled life.

Empowered by Vision

2006-09-14T12:51:00.000+01:00

How many of us have a vision of what God would like us to do? We get so excited and feel so empowered about this vision. This empowerment helps us and motivates us to get things started with so many expectations of what God is about to do.

Has anyone ever found that once they have been doing this great and amazing thing for a while that it does not seem so great and amazing anymore. Why? It stops being so amazing when no more fruit is being produced.

It is so important to not allow ourselves to be caught up in the uphill struggle of what we believe we have seen. but to go back and allow God to instill the vision once again or show us a way to be fruitful.

We must constantly check all that we do, that we do it for the sake of Gods plans and purposes. All that we do for God however mundane it may seem, can be the most exciting and fulfilling thing if it is what God wants us to do and he has given us a vision for it. Without God it all amounts to rubbish.

We must check what we are doing regularly that it is still in the plans of God and that we are going down the right road. So that we will never go too far down the wrong road (if we do end up on this road). Then we can be empowered by the vision God has given us and produce much fruit for the Kingdom.

New Beginnings

2006-09-06T12:07:00.000+01:00

The summertime has drawn to an end. Its has been great having the children around.

Now they are starting a new year at their school. They have been so excited and looking forward to go to their new school. The next pictures you can see are what I took this morning when they were all ready for the next phase.

I find it exciting when a new chapter begins. So much has happened. God is an ever-increasing God so I can look forward to so much more for the next year. Without Jesus in our lives what would be the point of new beginings. With Jesus in our lives we should expect more than ever before.

Photo Gallery

2006-08-29T22:58:00.000+01:00

Father & Son

Mates

Brother & Sister

The opening of birthday presents

Happy 1st Birthday

Super Skaters!

Super Driver!

Having A Great Summer!

2006-08-23T19:27:00.000+01:00

Dear readers, sorry not blogged for a while. It's a bit tricky in the school holidays. I will be back on form shortly. xxxx

The Believers' Prayer

2006-07-18T11:55:00.000+01:00

When reading Acts I am constantly reminded of the power of the Holy Spirit. It makes me so hungry for more of that power. Then I have to remind myself that it is there within me. The God that was in the early church and the power of the Holy Spirit is the same God that lives in me and the same spirit that is moving amongst us today. This really excites me.

When they heard this, they raised their voices together in prayer to God. "Sovereign Lord," they said, "you made the heaven and the earth and the sea, and everything in them.
You spoke by the Holy Spirit through the mouth of your servant, our father David: "‘Why do the nations rage and the peoples plot in vain?
The kings of the earth take their stand and the rulers gather together against the Lord and against his Anointed One.’
Indeed Herod and Pontius Pilate met together with the Gentiles and the people of Israel in this city to conspire against your holy servant Jesus, whom you anointed.
They did what your power and will had decided beforehand should happen.
Now, Lord, consider their threats and enable your servants to speak your word with great boldness.
Stretch out your hand to heal and perform miraculous signs and wonders through the name of your holy servant Jesus."
After they prayed, the place where they were meeting was shaken. And they were all filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke the word of God boldly.

Acts 4:24-31 (NIV)

This prayer has inspired me over the last few weeks. I hope you will also see how allowing the power of God that is within you to shape you and use you to shape others and whatever circumstance you might face.

I Love You

2006-07-12T15:22:00.000+01:00

Thank you Richard for 9 wonderful years of marraige.

Finding the right balance

2006-07-11T21:06:00.000+01:00

Is it me or does housework take up so much time. There is always something to do. It's really hard to keep up. I'm not someone who enjoys housework, (who does?) , I guess there are those that do. However, I am motivated by having a tidy house. Sometimes I feel like there is so much I'd like to do but I think I'd better put another load of washing on first or put away the toys spewed all over the living room floor. Then find actually now it's time for bed, I'd better read my Bible because I've not done it yet! Then there are days I just look at the house work and think, "I'll leave that till another day". Everything inside is saying no and the guilt comes.

This reminds me of the story of Mary at Jesus' feet while Martha was getting on with what needed to be done. I feel for Martha. I can imagine her busily getting on with her jobs thinking if only you would help I'd have it finished by now then I can sit at Jesus' feet too. Then I think what must Mary have been going through, "I know there are jobs to do but there will always be something, I may never get a moment like this again".

Mary certainly made the right choice. What is the point in having a perfectly clean and tidy house, being tired out because it's perfect, and never having the time to have quality time with friends, family and God. Having the right balance is important. Praise God that Jesus will always give us the wisdom to find it.

Habakkuk's Prayer

2006-07-04T11:44:00.000+01:00

The picture is a little melodramatic, but some times we can be like this when things don't go our way. When I read Habakkuk's Prayer, it reminded me that it does not matter what we go through or what circumstances we are in, our God is always faithful.

Though the fig-tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will be joyful in God my Saviour.
The Sovereign LORD is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to go on the heights.

(Habakkuk 3:17-19 NIV)

We can enter into his presence and he ministers his peace and strength to us. Praise God!

Praying For Change

2006-06-29T20:05:00.000+01:00

How easy it is to think "I've had enough of that, now I'd like to move onto the next thing." or when crisis comes we pray for change or the opening of doors. We can then get a little frustrated when nothing seems to be happening. When crisis comes we must see it as an opportunity to glorify God with our reaction and faithfulness, rather than run to the nearest exit.

I am a firm believer that most things happen or don't happen for a reason, especially if your root desire is to serve God.

When praying for change, or doors to be open, a question to ask ourself is "Have we fulfilled the purposes of God in the present situation, or is there still more to do?"

I've recently been asking God for wisdom in a certain situation of my life which I wanted to change and have not really seen a way forward. This has caused me to believe that God has not finished with me yet and I have not yet seen the fullness of why I was put here in the first place.

Change is good and exciting when it comes at the right time and is clear that it is part of the purposes of God. Lets not rush onto the next thing but see what fruit if any we are meant to be producing. Even though I wanted to move on I can see I've not yet produced the fruit that God had intended, therefore I must get my focus back to the here and now.

If I am not faithful and fruitful now in what has been given me then why would God trust me with a new and exciting venture. If it's a crisis that's pushing for a way out, see it as an opportuinty to be used by God. Having success will set you up for even greater things.

We can still look to the future with excitement, knowing that God has amazing things in store for his children. We are his children if we love him and are obedient to him. When it is clear that there is no fruit to be produced we should take care not to waste our time and energy and the right doors will open.

Lets "seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own. (Matt 6:33-34 NIV).

As soon as we have allowed ourselves to be used to fulfill Gods purposes by being obedient and shown willingness to serve. Then He will use us again. God is in control of every situation. Nothing happens without his agreement. Our obedience to his commands could be the key to unlock the door so that we can move on.

Now when I am praying for change in my life, I'm praying it with faith that I will accomplish all that God has for me to do now!

M6 Toll Road v M6

2006-06-20T21:56:00.000+01:00

We are faced with so many choices. Have you ever made a choice and thought, maybe I made the wrong decision. When we go to visit Richards parents in Leighton Buzzard, we go onto the M6 Toll. Before you get to the junction that goes M6 or M6 Toll you need to have already decided which one to take. If you carried on with the flow you would automatically go onto the M6 Toll road, and end up paying the price for an easier run. It's sometimes easier to think well if there is a cost involved then it must be better, or "we are on this road now, might as well carry on!"I sometimes think it might not be busy on the other road and we could pocket the few pounds we would have spent. I wonder how many people go through life not actually realising that every action we take, first there came a choice. A lot of our choices and decisions could be the same old ones we make time and time again. It could be that we go with the flow and just do what is expected. However we make a choice there is always a cost involved.

Richard preached a great word a couple of Sundays ago. One that will challenge anyone who hears it What Will You Choose. I really recommend anyone that's not heard it to listen to it, or even listen to it again if you have.

I am challenged not to always make the same choices just because that's what I always do. I'd like the choices I make to cause those around me to be challenged by God. There is always a cost involved. If we decided not to go down the same new route of the M6 Toll, and decided to go down the M6. We would save paying the money, but would the cost be a busier route. We are faced with so many choices, like what mood am I in this morning. I can choose to change that mood or stay in it. Or do I witness today or shall I just leave it and wait for an opportunity. Richard in his word pointed out a fundamental truth that if we always wait for an opportunity we may never ever witness. There came a point where we chose to witness or not regardless of opportunities. Do I watch this film, everyone else is sat here watching it. Or we choose not to stop something because its a habbit we've allowed ourselves to get in. Or we choose not to start something because we've not got round to it. I've only touched the surface of the word that came those sundays ago. Listen to it and be prepared to change in the way you choose.

Full When Overflowing

2006-06-06T20:26:00.001+01:00

This weekend has been a fantastatic weekend. I went to a conference in Manchester at Kings Church where I enjoyed hearing Keri Jones our apostle talk about the things of God around the world. As a people we are ministries without borders. When there is a place God wants us to go there is absolutely nothing or no one that can stop us from entering, no matter how humanly impossible it looks.

We must contstantly be full of the Holy Spirit, so that we can be an effective people of God. I took a picture (above) to illustrate that we are not full until we are overflowing. Which means our source must constantly be filling us up again and again. It never stops pouring in.

Meet Our Visitor!

2006-05-27T20:49:00.000+01:00

When we opened our curtains this morning we had an on looker walking across our patio doors. The children and I were amused watching it make its way up the doors then back down again!

Those In Authority

2006-05-23T20:33:00.000+01:00

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Have you ever been unsure about something and just need somone who has an authority in that area to put your mind at ease?

I took Nathan to the doctors today. He has a rash that started on just his front this morning. I thought it might be a heat rash. As the day progressed he seem to get a little unsettled and would not eat anything. When I bathed him to get him settled for the night, I noticed his rash had spread to all over his body. Everywhere was covered. Now I started to wonder what it was. He wasn't really complaining that much, but I knew he wasn't himself, so I made up my mind to ask someone who could tell me what the matter was. Someone that would put my mind at ease. I knew really it wasn't anything to worry about, but I just needed that someone to reasure me.

It is so good to have people around us we can go to. I know that if I have a worry or concern in my life I can go to the leaders in the church, the ones I consider to have the authority of God and talk through these things. There is something powerful, as well as directing and comforting to have house group leaders and elders to turn to (Romans13:1). They can minister peace in a time of uncertainty. It is always good to remember to turn to these people when we are a little unsure. If they don't have the answers they can stand with us and pray. God always has the answer.

The doctor told me what was wrong, praise God it wasn't serious, I kind of knew it wouldn't be but I left feeling satisfied and assured. This is how it should be when we have spent time with those who have the authority of God. We must pray for those who are in authority over us. Remember that we too who are in Christ have authority from God to do his work. Being in a house group/cell group we can be used by God in this way and we can minister peace to those around us when needed (Luke 9:1 and Luke 10:19).

Godly Living

2006-05-19T22:07:00.000+01:00

The bible is our plumb line for Godly living.

Lets draw closer to him.

The closer we draw to him the more like him we become.

His divine power has given us everything we need for life and godliness through our knowledge of him who called us by his own glory and goodness. Through these he has given us his very great and precious promises, so that through them you may participate in the divine nature and escape the corruption in the world caused by evil desires. For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; and to godliness, brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness, love. For if you possess these qualities in increasing measure, they will keep you from being ineffective and unproductive in your knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. But if anyone does not have them, he is short-sighted and blind, and has forgotten that he has been cleansed from his past sins. 2 Peter 1:3-9

Goldilocks And The 4 Bears!

2006-05-17T21:06:00.000+01:00

I went to a workshop which is run by the school. It was about helping our children to learn through creative play. We were shown how to have creative play while teaching them numeracy and literacy skills! There were a number of parents present and we were given the task to make a Goldilocks puppet with general household odds and ends. It was quite interesting to see parents really getting into their craft, me included!

Then we were given the task to get our children to make the three bears puppets when we got home. When I picked up my children from school they looked forward to getting started on their bears. By the time we got home, my children asked a couple of neighbouring children in on the act. They had great fun.
I don't think I quite acheived getting in the litracy and numeracy, as we ended up with 4 bears! Even though my house was like a kids club for the next 2 hours with bits of cuttings all over my dining room, I enjoyed watching them interact with the children from next door, and they had a great time too.

Development Check!

2006-05-15T19:55:00.000+01:00

Today I took my 8 month old baby to have his developmental check. They weighed him making sure he's growing physically. They checked that he's now eating and drinking not just milk. He needs to show some kind of mental development by showing signs of being alert and interested in his surroundings.

I am really proud of our little boy. I'm sure many parents can share the sense of their own child is fantastic. When the Health Visitor did all her checks and expressed how he had developed and was satisfied with her results. I was overjoyed to think that my little boy who was born only eight months ago is now showing signs of having his own personality. Already he expresses in babble noises where would like to go.

How disapointed I would be if he was still doing exactly the same as he was doing when he was first born. How dissapointed I would be if he was not showing any interest in what I was doing and laughing when I am being silly. How dissapointed I would be if in a year or two time he was still only doing that which he is doing now.

This helps me to think about myself and my development as a Christian. I ask myself, "Have I developed since I asked Jesus to be my Lord and Saviour? What about in the last year or even in the last 8 months?" Can I say I have moved on in God?

When I think about what it means to develop as a Christian, I think:

do I love Jesus more and more
how is my relationship with Christ
what kind of things do I pray about
how often do I hear God
what are my relationships like with my husband, family and my friends
am I serving the church
am I witnessing to people about Jesus

There are other areas in my life I could check my development. It is important not to drift, hoping that we are developing. Taking a good honest look at ourselves and assessing the results, however little or much we have developed it should motivate us to develop even further.

"meditation of my heart"

2006-05-12T12:14:00.000+01:00

May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in your sight, O LORD, my Rock and my Redeemer. Psalm 19:14

Not only is it important to watch what we say, but we must also watch what we think about. I have found that by letting even my thought life be consumed with the things of God and his word, it has an effect on my words and actions. It also builds me up. I don't just want to be seen by those around me saying the right things. I want my LORD God to be pleased with my heart.

Have You Voted Yet?

2006-05-04T21:04:00.000+01:00

Well I have! I did mine by post earlier this week. It takes the pressure off taking an extra trip out of my routine. I find it difficult to know who to vote for. I know what policies I like, I even know what I think of some of the politicians. But nothing is certain. Who can we really trust.

Before I put my mark in the box of the one I think I might vote for I always pray. I know God is in control, and praise God we can trust him! So yes I've voted and now I pray that whoever gets in will know the wisdom of God and will be faithful to the task they have.

Fruitful Living

2006-05-03T21:10:00.000+01:00

Oh, the joys of those who do not follow the advice of the wicked, or stand around with sinners, or join in with scoffers.

But they delight in doing everything the LORD wants; day and night they think about his law.

They are like trees planted along the riverbank, bearing fruit each season without fail. Their leaves never wither, and in all they do, they prosper.
Psalm 1v1-3 (NLT)

Don't wait till it's my Birthday!

2006-04-27T20:47:00.000+01:00

Today Ive been thinking about relationships, and how they are so fundamental to whether we are fulfilled as an individual or not. Relationships are so important to us and will either make us really happy or really miserable.
I have been so blessed to have a really fantastic husband.
Richard is very good at doing just that little bit extra just because it will make me happy. I get a buzz too just doing that little bit extra for him.

I have also got some really great friends, who I love dearly and would do anything for. Who have been there for me when I've needed them. Praise God for these people in my life.

While thinking about these relationships I can see how those good relationships have become very important to me. Rarely do good relationships come naturally or by accident. Sometimes we might have similar interest and likes, but this is not enough to build good solid freindships. Much more is involved. We most definately need to put in a lot of effort. This is the point I wanted to emphasise. We need to work at relationships. Put in the time. If we left it to chance or to whenever we next see one another nothing solid will come about. Being spontaneous is good for relationships, but we definately need to plan to be spontenaous, or nothing will happen!!

I just wanted to encourage you really into looking at your relationships, whether husband or wife, a really good friend or even a new friendship, do something spontaneous. Don't just let your relationship happen or be taken for granted. Drop a line or a card. Do something out of the ordinary. Good freindships don't come easily, they need you to put something into them. It is a lifetime investment, where the return is fantastic. You will know when you've built something that's great because it will build you up.

What A Great Time We Had!

2006-04-27T20:20:00.000+01:00

During the easter break, we enjoyed a family time together.

"24 HOUR ACCESS REQUIRED"

2006-04-24T20:08:00.000+01:00

Hello to anyone that's missed me for the last couple of weeks. The kids have been off school so I've had my hands full to do any posting. It is 8'o clock in the evening, I've just finished putting all the kids to bed. Hopefully that will be the last I'll hear of them till morning!

I came home from picking up the kids from school today to find my driveway was blocked by a van. It was obvious to me that the driver just left it there for just a moment, so I beeped my horn hoping he would hear me and come running to move his van. Just as I thought the driver was not far, he came running out of a neighbouring house, getting into his van he drove off. My driveway was made clear, so I was able to drive on in. This reminded me of a time when God spoke to me through a sign I once saw. The sign said something like the picture you see on the left.

Our walk with God can be like that of a driveway. We can clutter it up with all sorts of things, or allow the entrance to become blocked and it then stops being a way through to our lives. I liked this sign when searching for a picture because it said "24 hour access required" God requires 24 hour access into our lives. We must always make sure that nothing is in the way of God speaking to us, or us speaking to God.

God wants to reveal himself to us. He wants to reveal what his thoughts are. He has chosen us to be his people to bless us, to prosper us and to use us mightily. When God chose us and we submitted our lives to him, we are meant to live according to his Word and Holy Spirit.

Lets humble ourselves to God, make ourselves vulnerable to him. We need to ask ourselves is God beeping his horn to get access at this very moment. Make the driveway clear so that he can enter into our lives, and we can enter into his presence. Having made the driveway clear we must continually check ourselves that nothing is allowed to get in the way.

Womens Prophetic Day

2006-04-05T20:58:00.000+01:00

Look at all these women running in this Marathon. They will have trained and prepared themselves for such a time as this. It will have been difficult at times doing all the preparation, even running the race will not be easy even with the preparation.

With all the hard work of training and running the race when they get to the finishing line it will have all been worth it.

There is a fantastic opportunity for all you women of God out there. To train and prepare ourselves to be the women God has created us to be.

It's the "Women's Prophetic Day" where there will be fantastic teaching.

The sessions will cover the following:-

Give me Children or I will Die (Gen 30:1)
With Tambourines and Dancing (Ex 15:20-21)
Who Is This? (Song of Songs 6:10)
For Such a Time as This (Esther 4:14)
Mothers in Israel (Judges 5:7)

VENUE: It will be in Kings House in Manchester, (where my church family meet)

WHEN: on Saturday 29th April 2006, (not long now so please book quick)

COST: £20.00, (How much! A bargain especially when you come away with a life equiped to be powerful and effective.)

Last year a group of women went to this event by coach from Manchester to Cardiff. The women had a fantastic time and expressed they would love this kind of event again. It was a day of being with men and women of God who ministered to us with relevant word, and prophecy.

We are all called to be used by God. This day will be a great way of making ourselves available to Him, to move us and shape us and God will do just that. So if you haven't booked yet. Come on Ladies get booked in. If you have booked, do you know of anyone else that would love to come too? Any men reading this encourage your wife or girlfriend to come, it will really impact their lives. Don't miss out on this brilliant opportunity. Lets put ourselves into training for running the race God has called us to.

Women Getting Together

2006-04-01T20:56:00.000+01:00

Thanks to Elvis and Nicole and their many helpers, the ladies today had a fantastic time together.

I really enjoy Sunday mornings, being with the people of God, worshipping and listening to the word. Although quite often Sunday mornings can be a little bit of a rush. Especially when gathering my hungry kids and getting them home for their dinner before they ravish all the biscuits in tea and coffee! I sometimes get the chance to catch up with one or two people, keeping an eye on the children as they are diving around. Hoping they don't send anyone flying who are holding their tea or coffee. I occasionally get to meet someone new. As our church is fantastically big and is growing, I am very much aware of the fact I haven't a clue who a fraction of the people are who I worship with every Sunday.

Today has been a fantastic day to get to know some of the wonderful women that I am joined with. We had lunch and fellowship. I believe a lot of the women that joined me today for lunch also had a great time. I was so happy having had a lovely lunch and meeting some new people.

Time

2006-03-28T21:20:00.000+01:00

The children spent the day with me today, the school was closed due to an industrial action. I enjoyed spending the day with them. I have found since my eldest started school my days go so quickly. I'm quite often rushing from one thing to another, from getting everyone their breakfast to dropping them off at school. I've barely given my baby his lunch when I'm rushing to pick them up from school. As soon as we get home it's read the reading book, get tea ready, clear up and then get the kids to bed. Before I realise it another day has come and gone.

I enjoyed not having to clock watch, take my time, and being relaxed with the children. We went to a place called 'Head Over Heels' with some other friends from school. It's a place where it's actually OK for your children to go completely wild! They had a great time.

Jumping Ship!

2006-03-27T21:53:00.000+01:00

Sometimes when things get a little difficult, just to escape from the situatiion seems like the only option.

"unless these men stay with the ship, you cannot be saved", so the soilders cut the ropes that held the lifeboat and let it fall away. (Acts 27V31 NIV)

When situations become difficult we must not 'jump ship', especially when we are part of a community. We should hold on and trust that God's plans are perfect. There will be many times in our walk that it all seems too much for us. God will not allow us to face anything beyond we can cope with so we must take courage.

Wanting the easy way may seem to be the right thing to do, but, what effect will this have on others. If we listen to what some people say to us, we could hear, "Do what makes you happy." Which may not really be the best for us, especially if it's not God plan for us.

How we speak is really important. When things around us seem to be against us, knowing that we are in the right place can really help our confession. The way we speak can bring life and hope to any situation. I know that when I've seen something of Gods plan and purpose in a situation, it does not matter what goes on around me. I'm secure in what I see. When I'm not sure, I can get a little wobbly! When I feel like this, being around people who are encouraging and can see what I'm struggling to see, challenges me to keep on going. That's why I know it's important to watch the way I act and speak, that it brings life and not doubt. I don't know if anyone reading this is a little like me and can sometimes get caught up in the flow. When doubt and uncertainty is being confessed, I have to make a concious effort not to join in! It can be difficult to cut across others doubting and bring faith.

When the lifeboat looks inviting, we must ask ourselves, "is this where I see God leading me". Leaning on our own understanding and wisdom can be fatal. We must always look to see what the word of God is in that situation and not what seems to be right in out own minds. It is such a privilige to hear God. This is a privilige that God has given to all those who seek him. I know that when God speaks, the ropes to the life boat may as well not be there because I am sticking to the plan God has given no matter what!

God has given you the lives of everyone who sails with you (Acts 27 v 24). I have faith in God that it will happen just as he told me (Acts 27 v 25).

Answered Prayers...

2006-03-22T21:55:00.000Z

As a mum, I have a fantastic opportunity to meet other mums and dads at the school gate, when picking up my children. When I think about the amount of time I spend with these people over weeks and months it all adds up.

I have formed some good relationships with some of the mums. I want them to be able to look at me and see what it's like to know Jesus. It's great when I have the opportunity to actually say to someone, "I'll pray for that situation." We had Matthew Ling with us as a church on Sunday. What he said to us made me think about how answered prayers shows people who we are. I would like more opportunity to pray for people and see God revealed to them in answered prayer.

I beleive I can show people that I am a child of God by answered prayers. To convince them that God's Kingdom is a Kingdom of power. Writing this post is a way of challenging myself and saying, 'I'm available Lord'. At the same time I hope to challenge others to step out more and do the most natural thing, which is to pray to our Father for those who don't know him, to see their needs met and to expect him to answer.

My Church Family

2006-03-18T21:37:00.000Z

I spent the day with the cell leaders and had a fantastic time of ministry, food and fellowship. These times are great investments into our own lives, where we are inspired to do all that God has for us to do.

There was so much to take in, but the emphasis was mainly about being a covenant community. It is so important to pray for the people we are part of. I felt challengend to do this more.

I feel so blessed to be a part of the people I am part of. I feel loved and cared for. It excites me when I think that God has given me the privelige to serve him as part of our community. I hope that I can show in speach and action genuine care and love toward others. I hope that the part I play in my church family will help us to be more of a covenant community.

"Wow! That's Super Cool!"

2006-03-14T09:55:00.000Z

It's fantastic to see my children encouraging each other. Josie showed Luke her spaceship she had just made out of lego. Luke was playing on the computer. Instead of saying, "go away I'm busy," he exclaimed, "WOW! that's super cool!" Josie was so happy with this. Then Luke said to Josie, "Look what I'm making," pointing to the computer. Josie replied, "WOW! that's cool!" Josie was so happy with Luke's encouragment that it enabled her to encourage him back.

God must get so proud of us when he sees us encourage one another and the knock-on effect that takes place. I'm so proud of my children and even more so when they love each other. God loves us so much that it's so important to him how we are with one another. Let's look out for one another and show we genuinely care.

My Daughter (II)

2006-03-13T16:47:00.000Z

I just want to say thanks for all those that prayed. Josie came to me just moments ago and said,

"Mum I feel so much better. My throat has stoped hurting, and I don't feel sick anymore."

Praise God.

My Daughter

2006-03-13T10:42:00.000Z

I'm at home today with my daughter who is quite unwell. I would appreciate anyone's prayers.

Hearing The Word

2006-03-11T19:59:00.000Z

"Consequently, faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word of Christ." (Romans 10:17 NIV)

We had some fantastic teaching today at King's House. While I was sat there listening to the four different speakers bringing teaching on chapters two and three of Ephesians I could not help but feel priviledged in being a child of God. I felt inspired and excited about the things of God.

It's so important to take every opportunity to hear the word of God, to build ourselves up, allowing God's Word to equip us.

You can download this morning's teaching by visiting our church website (just click here and then select Ephesians from the drop-down Category menu).

Living by Faith

2006-03-09T22:20:00.000Z

I need faith to work this blog! I'm not quite sure what I'm doing yet. Richard keeps hearing cries of help then he comes running, laughing.

I wanted to call this site 'living by faith' because I'm constantly challenged to live like this. I so want to see more of God's power and rule in situations I come accross. I'm longing to be used by God effectively in my family and other people's lives. I have a growing hunger to be in God's presence so that my faith grows stronger and stronger.

I believe the Bible is true and God will do whatever he said he would do. One of the things he said was that I would do even greater things than Jesus. I've not experienced this yet, but I know it will happen.